Peace

2012-01-10T21:01:00.001-08:00

2011-12-17T08:01:00.001-08:00

IF THE END IS TOMORROW, WHAT DO U WANNA DO?

2011-12-17T07:53:00.000-08:00

Feeling pressurized over many things...
1. Driving-ftt---tp
2. My character
3. My future
4.My every word and doings
5. My $

PS: Am i a person who likes to think? Think too much kind... heheee

2011-12-17T07:22:00.000-08:00

Friends? Is there something really call true friends on earth? Will they be with you whenever you need them ? What will u get eventually? Watched a drama , realise something is that one true friend is all you need. Someone who you could share your sorrows, supper, fun with. Sitting in front of lappy , dont feel like having a holiday....not in holiday mood at all... Activities were plan before holiday, but what happen after that? sigh....
PS: How i wish i could have a soul mate.....

2011-12-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

9-12-11

First Day of my DRIVING LESSON!! Quite boring at first as, i was brief about how to hold the wheel, mirror etc.... Finally get to drive 30 mins later! My ftt on 27 DEC!!! So fast!! Cant believe!

Dad came to fetch me to go grandparents house than eat...than rush to mc study, but didn't know so many people there, couldn't concentrate...sigh, cannot waste another day... JYJY alvin!! U have to do well for your studies~

PS: Why am i doing things so desperately? Do i really need it? Can i live without it?

2011-12-08T04:59:00.000-08:00

Browsing through facebook and saw this video posted by friends. About a guy complaining to his friend abt his gf, or in fact girls. Hahaha quite true somethings he said.... Nbm since its over, i shall put a fullstop to it. Now im 18. single, shouldnt waste my youth! gonna party all night!!!~~ But must got money first....have to work le!!! hahaaha anw yesterday went meet andy! He today went army le~ wonder how have he been, push up all the time/? hahaha I ownself must get ready too!D: Sigh, anw gonnna club with him and favian and some good friends! My first time going ! So excited but now cannot think abt it,, as exam is on next week!!! gosh!!! Have to study hard!!

PS: Can i live without girls? Girls are like my oxygen ? Without them i will die?

2011-12-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

LONG TIME SINCE I EVEN LOG INTO THIS BLOG!
hmmm many things have change on me since last year.
From a occupied to a available.
Gpa drop slightly a bit.
Treasure things i have now more.
Know that everything is possible as long as you try.
Be a brave kid.
Started drinking....hahaha
Training arms...
Hair getting longer...like a bird nest!

2010-12-31T23:53:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR "RESURELUTIONS"!!!
1. Slim down.
2. Good results to proceed to year 2 especially computer program
3. No worries
4. Smile more
5. Make more friends
6. World peace
7. Do more good deeds( Try )

2010-12-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

Have been really bored this two days... today woke up at 11? i also dunno what time i woke up, i just know that i watch the tv till 1+ than went down buy lunch nasi lemak set meal A. Than auntie said no more egg!!!
What the hell!!!!!!!
Alright going jamming tomorrow and probably countdown with poly frends. :D

2010-12-28T04:21:00.000-08:00

Went to kukup 2 day 1 night realise a 'dao li', which is if u think u have a bad life, compare yourself with others who are less forturnate than u. Saw the house owner and their kids busy preparing food and drinks for us, i felt that i should appreciate whatever things i have now. I have the chance to go overseas and enjoy while others have to work so hard and not even able to go to city often... I tried my best to make myself feel better by trying to help setup the tables clean a bit of mess..
PS: This trip is a meaningful trip:D

2010-12-16T05:36:00.000-08:00

Studying for many days just for a three days exam which is only 4 and a half hours. Just like a chinese saying:" Tai shang shi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong!".
What is done is done. Wonder why my chest left side so pain... damn it!...quite hard to breathe... ahhhhh. Holiday coming, go out with friends and chiong project!

2010-12-08T04:12:00.000-08:00

Thinking why am i born to this earth? Why am i born as the smallest child in the family? Holiday? I know everyone loves holiday, but u have to obey the custom for chinese new year. Why must we go overseas during chinese new year? I know one reason is that my dad can only break so many days in a year. But he dun have to really work so hard now, we three kids is already young adults.
I hereby wanna say this to mummy, not i purposely wan to arugue/quarrel with you. Last year we already went overseas during new year, and new year should be the time relatives can see and chat together. However we are alone a family in another country, seems like a family who wanna cut off ties...
I admit i am closer with my cousins than my own siblings, but this cant be helped. As the only son and somemore the smallest child , i feel lonely, no one to talk to and have fun with.
Seeing friends and relatives who are having fun with their small siblings....
How i wish....

2010-12-04T21:57:00.000-08:00

Is it true that no one is stupid and useless in this world. There should exist this kind of people if not there wont be this kind of english word . Phew.... Test is coming, thought i could do well and get to the director board. However things is not so smooth as it seems to be, every semester i would have a subject to worry about...This sem is even worse..sigh...
Maybe i should look on the bright side like what my friend motivated me;p

2010-11-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

Woke 6+ today!!!
Ate bread with fillet which i bought yesterday. As normal, took bus to school and first lesson was AC circuits, dunno y i tend to listen to lohkk lesson more attentive compared to others. Than MTK lecture try my best to absorb heheheee. Keep thinking about the 3 hours break!!As personal development lecturer went overseas...

Went AMK 628 ate PORK CUTLET RICE $2.50!! Quite economic nowadays , it's worth as the cutlet is ok in size and tasty:D Went back NYP to study COMPUTER QUIZ!!!! sigh didnt really think i did well for the test....regret y i didnt study last time!!! Have to buckup!!!

PS: Do not regret on things you have done...

2010-11-10T06:53:00.000-08:00

Why must every semester i always have a subject to worry about..Sem 1 is Physics...Sem 2 is Computer Programming...

I want to study hard and get my name to be in the directors' list...But it seems impossible..

PS: I will now try to control my feelings...

2010-11-08T00:58:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_mpzqSqrdk

Listening this song to give myself motivation:D

Hair is at a loss this morning...so wore a cap to school. Makeup lesson for next Wednesday because hari raya haji. Wonder when will it be...:(
Tomorrow computer program have to choose seats to see Taiwan!..
Tomorrow also personal development presentation have to wear semi formal!!! HONG KONG!!

2010-11-05T05:06:00.001-07:00

Woke up 7+ in the morning go play badminton with cousins, marcus, melissa wilfred, uncles and aunties.... Than rain when we finish our game but went cousin house bath than headed home. My legs are so wobbly now!!! Too weak le me....:(

I had a wonderful afternoon today !!!!!!! finally manage to go out with miss taiwan. Go KFC than walk walk talk talk....I 'm sorry didnt really prepare any activities making the outing so bored... but i will improve next time.:)

At last i step one step out:D

2010-11-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...nothing much to blog....as same as always...projects are making me more and more headache... have to study hard next week or following week cause no study week and since i wanna get merit i have to work really hard. Went kovan with dad mum uncle auntie jus now eat steamboat , NOT NICE!!! went to heartland mall than saw my KFC!!!! Saliva almost drop thinking whether i shld eat roasted or 2 piece....hahaha

PS: Everyone have only one life----LIVE TO THE FULLEST----NO REGRETS

2010-11-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...Why must there be fighting or any other crimes in Singapore? Why can't everyone jus live in peace? Because of all this things, it ruined my mood today, hope it won't for tomorrow as i going to have a long lesson day...

Why can't my parents trust me?
Why can't they put themselves in my shoes?
If they were me, will they feel good if their parents keep repeating?

Hope everything will just pass by normally....

2010-10-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

Why are there so many projects one after another and had to be done in week 4??!!!

2010-10-16T10:44:00.000-07:00

Times pass just like those fallen leaves from the trees.
Looking back at the times when we were young.
Character of naive and innocent.
It's just simply something which words cannot be express.

Whenever i close my eyes.
Your face appears in front of me.
Love your smile.
Like the way u laugh.
The beautiful face you had.
Attracted many people's attention.

But i somehow thinks that we cant be together.
Even though there is a saying.
Love need two person to work hard in order to achieve and continue.
However most of the time i will be thinking about the happy moments...

2010-10-14T06:19:00.001-07:00

Went to my fourth aunt house for my fourth uncle death anniversary. Play along with my niece.

2010-10-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning ard 8 + went to seletar reservoir with dad and jasmine go exercise. There are so many monkeys there! All expecting us to give them food by sitting in the middle of the road....Confirm got people feed them, if not they wont do this. Also there are about 4 dogs, similar dogs, same colour same type. I think they were abandon by people or person. I think is those rich people abandon one, cause those dogs are like a family and those are normally owned by rich people to see the house. Hate those people who abandon them...so poor thing..in reservoir where got food for them...sigh... Went AMK eat kway chap and buy some bread of course my waffle! Than head home to bath and fetch mummy from work . Went lorong arhsu eat again..i didnt eat bak kut teh but instead prawn noodles..haha $2 only. When about to head home, i reminded dad about the portable stove he said he want to buy for me, but mummy say wan go see grandpa and ask me go sit my uncle car go instead...including a sentence' isit very important to buy that stove?so kan chiong next time buy..." I heard it but pretend that i didnt....sigh i ask for that stove for abt more than one month...if i didnt get to buy it wonder when is the time i gonna buy....started to feel distance with my family....

2010-10-06T06:12:00.001-07:00

Dont feel like posting anything...JUST HOPE GRANDPA UR OPERATION WILL BE 100%%% SUCCESS

2010-10-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

Went eat lunch with roy yesterday till 2pm than went home and change go meet favian and soen at clarke quay... No event yesterday, less people but got performance, like percussion!! so cool! got rythm!! JUST ACIA eat...Thought can have proper meal but favian that ass!! As long as free flow drinks and ice cream , he will make use of it....Played the number game...Surya every game say 50 than soen spot and put number as 50 and surya there he goes...drinking the hot chocalate, peachtea, vanilla, strawberry ,nata, kimchi !!!! haha everyone went home heavily....Nice day...haha

2010-09-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

Everyone seems to be having their on life, occupied but not me. I have stuck at home for 48 hours. Thinking of going out, but dont know where to go, go too expensive places, need $$...Job? The person called, ask me banquet again....i rejected cause scare history to repeat again... Sigh holiday too long is no good too...

2010-09-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

Cant stand this anymore....Hope that i can go back to the past...Restart everything...
3.4? so what? big deal? no one to share the joy with...whats the reason to study now? for myself? for future?.....So confuse....started to feel apart....

2010-09-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

Would i be happy tomorrow?
Or sad tomorrow?
Alcohol?
Hope i don't get to touch that...
But what can i do to ease the pain or regret?
Will there be anyone to listen to my sorrows?
The world seems to be black and white in my eyes..
Hope that there will be a better tomorrow..
Really hope to see a colourful rainbow tomorrow..

2010-09-25T22:59:00.000-07:00

This world is so complicated, went to work as a banquet yesterday. Realize that friends can also turn enemies within a second... Have to carry on to search better jobs...more harmony...MUSIC??:D

2010-09-23T21:50:00.000-07:00

There are many types of people in this world, some can be friendly , fierce or proud. And i have encountered a proud one...It all starts like this..we went to find work at shaw house than he say he know how to go, so i followed him. But in the end he was so confident that we were in shaw house but we were in shaw tower...worse is that he keep complaining that i am wasting his time walking around.. i pretend i cannot hear and just smile and contact my friend for help to the agency... Than i went asking around people where is shaw house actually located...so we went all over the place. We took shaw tower lift through isetan, than he said ' Oh , here i know la. I work Isetan before and this life only isetan people know...' I swallowed my saliva again to prevent any dispute. In the end i found the place after i asked a security. Than we went in and register, there is a banquet job for my friend(not proud) and me. Than as the lady is explaining all those procedures, the proud one keep cut in saying ohh need wear whole black,,,etc. So the lady asked whether he wanted to work, he say ok lo. Than keep say all sorts of fuckup things after he submit his form like , aiyah the pay so low should not work..one day only should not workla.... The worse is that when we met another friends to play lantern , he told him that he actually not willing to work one ...is see that the job can work together than work lo...Sigh...I just kept quiet to prevent bad feelings as this is only the start... Now i started to blog again when there is no one to talk to about my feelings...

2010-09-22T22:30:00.001-07:00

This song suits my feelings now

2010-09-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

Woke up 10+ go downstairs KOPITIAM eat lunch with roy...had carrot cake than talk talk...learn a few tricks to see girls. haha. but a bit busted , make me laugh until jaw almost drop. Gonna celebrate mum birthday later!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!

2010-09-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

Had been rotting at home? haha. Gonna go find work next week to keep myself busy! :D Listening to Big bang , taeyang , ft island, punk rock, cantonese song.... Gonna go takeaway later...wonder what should i eat leh???....HMMMM...Chicken rice? Char siew rice? Y i keep thinking about rice.? haha. Should go down walk walk.:D

2010-09-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

Monday
Woke up at 9.20 -Brush up
Left home at 9.50
Reach YCK station at 10.25
Met with friends at 10.30
Went to kebangan* around 11+
Bought all the food and leave at 12
Take 32 back to station and take train to pasir ris
Reached at 12 +
Check in early at 12+
Slack a bit 1+
Watch JU-ON 2+
Wild Wild WET until 5.30 ( FIRST TIME GO>.<)
Wash up
Start fire around 6.30
Only two chalets taken
Not many people
Play music
Dance dance dance
Eat eat and eat
Around 11 YUZHEN brought Vanessa come
Went nightwalk until 1 +?
Tuesday
Went back watch video
Eat eat than go outside talk talk
ALCOHOL!!!!!!!!:D
High High!!
Than go beach watch sunrise.
So tired...
Went back sleep until 11.
Go eat with the girls and Wee Kiat
Came back and swop with the guys.
And i sleep until 2...haha can keep sleeping like a log
Fetch the rest with the guitar brought by farhan
Came back play cards
Start fire again
So many people book chalet :D
haha so many chio bu!!
But all a bit lian..and too crowded
Eat eat eat again and again.
Stingray, Satay , Drumplets
Play water games..
Whole body wet like just came back from swimming pool
Some leave...Play guitar compose a bit bit..haha than go E hub wan eat
But MC house keeping so went 7-11 buy bread.
Than went back play play eat eat talk talk sleep sleep...
Wednesday check out lo.... so tired sleep the moment i got home:D

2010-09-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

YUMMY!

2010-09-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

2010-09-12T01:17:00.001-07:00

2010-09-12T00:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went FOOD EXPO with POLYEANS around 12+, unexpectedly there are not really many people there, maybe because it's still early.. Walk walk around..saw satay , ice cream, BA KUA, food like pasar malam lo...THAN AS WE APPROACH A STALL, there is a strong smell which gets stronger and stronger. To my surprise, its SMELLY TOFU!!!!! Haha. We immediately escape from it but i suddenly feel like eating than bet with them see who dares to eat. I think i got use to it because i queued for 10 mins near the stall , so i ask my friend why i get used to it. They said because i smell for too long le..than i ask why we cant get use to fart? They said because we dont always get to smell fart...
After that went marina square burger king to have lunch, their burger is so recommended!!!:D Than i went home first because need attend my nephew birthday party at ROYAL...hotel..for a buffet. There got lots of food, chocolate mallow, sushi, salad, fruits, prawns, duck , dessert, and even a ICE KACHANG MACHINE!!!!!
However there are no soft drinks...only plain water and alcohol than people say alcohol can help you in digestion after you eat all those seafood. So i drank two cups ONLY! KInda love that feeling...high high...no need think about things...
CHALET TOMORROW!!!3-2nights

2010-09-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

Cant believe i actually woke up at 11 pm when i slept around 1.30 am yesterday after a prata session yesterday with Melissa and Marcus. I think they counted wrong money lo...sigh...nbm la..at least its worth to eat cause got the SAMBAL IKAN BILI !!! Today went to Ah ME house celebrate Ah Hwee birthday than went to TEMPLE help out...:D So full now...Don't know why i eat so much even though i'm not hungry...haha. CRAZXY LEX... I WANNA GO JAMMING

2010-09-09T05:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up early today and feel like drinking something else other than plain water, than thought of the sugarcane juice in hougang point. But in the end never drink.. TODAY was a bored day...wanna go EXPO eat free samples but everyone rejected me>.< "HeartBroken" Than bo liao went to clean my room...repack all those stuff...CLEAN FAN!!! So proud:D Maybe prata later:D
or DURIANS????

2010-09-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

I now " Chong Chu Jiang Hu" Update blog again. Exam is finally over....ONe of my B dae wish is to shun shun li li go Sem 2 without repeating any subjects...Just watched Haunted Changi. Even though it is not really recommended, it is quite useful for those who never entered before(like me). Began to have the interest on satanic religion...wonder what is the 666 and the upside down cross.. I wanna go OLD CHANGI MARKET and FOOD EXPO. Wanna " Da chi Yi Tun" What should i get for my mum for her birthday...sigh...Headache... Nid fried ice cream for cure.

2010-07-31T09:11:00.000-07:00

Why can't my life be like movies or dramas.
Find the feel and just do it.
But am i too anxious?
Should i be patient?
Others may not like it
Regretted what i did
Awkward is in present
Hope it will vanish quickly
Like dirt remove from detergent
What are you thinking now?
What is in your mind all along?
Frustration is the only feeling flowing around me
Within my whole body like blood
I ask for nothing
Just want a chance to get to know you better.
If we do not meant for each other
We could still be friends
Whenever i think of you
I would smile
Your place in my heart is special
There is only one room for you
No one else can stay in
Guess now i just have to think about other things
Than you

2010-06-11T18:22:00.000-07:00

It's HOLIDAY FINALLY FOR US!!!!!
Program for next week: Monday JB (MAYBE)
Tuesday ICE SKATING
Wednesday KL
Thursday KL
Friday KL

PS: Stay optimistic and have fun

2010-05-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

Result of studies...

How can this happen to me?
After all the hardwork
This is what i get
Is this fair to me
Hearing other friends happy ilyshouting
Keeping my own personal feelings
And congratulate them

This feeling ain't good
This feeling make my heartaches
There are more things coming up
Seeing this had really really
Demoralise me
I planned my future path
Work really hard for it
Can i do better in future
But i hope i had a chance
Cause exams is like life
Only one....You missed it...It's over...

2010-05-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

Sick of your disgust!

Get the hell out of my sight
Cannot even see you or hear you for a second
What ever i wear , you would say is ugly
Did you ever look at yourself at the mirror
Is that you
Wait till you are better than me than come talk your rubbish

I am so sick of your disgust
Can't you change your character
Everyone are avoiding, ignoring you
Using slipper slap my friend
Who in the hell you think you are
Got money Big Deal
Go back and do whatever you want
Don't come mess with us

I am so sick of your disgust
Boasting around
Acting like a big boss
To me you are only big in balls
Want to get rid of my friend
You wouldn't know
You are than the one we wanna get you out
Out of our class
Out of our course
Out of our school

I am so sick of your disgust
Don't you feel guilty bullying people
Do you feel good hitting people
Are you really that free
Nothing to do
Go home and do whatever you want
We don't care
Get to a place where we don't know you

2010-04-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

Why must it be you?
Why must you do this to me?
Why did you appear in my life?
Why did you give me hope?
Why did you give me anticipation?
Why make me think of you?
Why must you get into my life?
Why can't i get you out of my head?

2010-04-24T19:46:00.001-07:00

Phone went to service yesterday, alone from hougang to tampines...Lonely and Long trip. Haha than sent my sis than went home . Nothing really special happen...Except the samsung ppl call say they will deliver my phone on Monday TO MY HUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNBELIEVABLE

2010-04-23T18:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, an interesting girl? struck me. I didn't know what am i thinking but it had been ages since i felt this kind of feeling.

It happens like this , 1100 Ken and I went to a tutorial room for our CROSS CULTURE COMMUNICATION GSM. We joke around than take our seats and lesson starts by self introducing. At that time i was sitting at the right row seats and as i turn my head to the left i saw her introducing herself...I now regretted that time didnt pay attention to her name only know she from aerospace but my poly got two kinds...If she is from the 9 points one ...I think i just give up la.. I can't really stay with girls who are better studies than me..somehow!. Her appearance was like very pure and innocent, no special accessories or fancy dress-up and recent trend makeup...Hope she is not older than me too haha as her face is more mature lol!!! I think i gonna bare with Monday Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday until Friday to meet her again and ask for her name?? How should i start the conversation? Like excuse me may i know your name>>>??

2010-04-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 7..20 for orientation, there were lots of passengers in bus 159, it is so squeezy that i only had enough space to stand beside the ez link card machine. Really hope there would be a double Decker for bus 159. Reached there about 0855 saw minting and a co senior , walked together to the auditorium. Surprising , there were really many students there. Seaparated from the rest and went for my own course. Had photo taking around during campus tour , weather was extremely hot and we had to go to the stadium and hockey pitch!!! My head was about to blow up at that instance. If there is a survey for our OGL i would grade perfect, as even though they were not our seniors they treat us as my own juniors. Not like one extra OGL came to interrupt us , making fun of my friend's name and using dirty languages. Love the lunch !! Japanese cuisine!! Whole event ended around 5 plus and was lost when going back haha...Had fun there. seeya!!

2010-04-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

Long time since my last post, had been quite busy recently with my poly preparation and of course watching korean drama. So addicted to You're Beautiful(Korean Drama) . Just watched full 16 episodes yesterday, love the rythm of the song called I'm a fool which is in my music playlist now. Lying on my bed yesterday around 1 a.m. and all of a sudden tons of'' lyrics'' gathered in my brain, if i could play piano...if i had a set of drum set...if i had an electric guitar...if i had a band... I could compose lots of songs yesterday. Maybe like what an artist said, the best time and place to compose songs is when you are feeling alone in a quiet place...

2MORE days To MY OrIentaTioN!!

2010-03-12T06:24:00.001-08:00

Can anyone help me?? Today my luck is a bit down, got ram by ball now think ear gt water hear low volume....

2010-03-08T04:41:00.000-08:00

Today is 8 of March, do you still remember that day? I think you have long time already forgot three years before the today. I tried to forget, but i still can't do it. Today date and your birthday is like my name, something which i will never forget. It has been three years already, thinking of the moments we had, i feel regret. I should cherish you, not letting you go....Causing you change to a totally person.
I just came back after a dinner with friend and noticed today is the day, whenever i went to AMK Hub , taking bus 74...your image seems to appear in my mind. Because of you, i had a few sleepless nights....sigh*
Tomorrow working gotta have an early night but can i.....?

2010-03-08T00:52:00.000-08:00

No DRUGS------No CRIME-------No HAIR LENGTH

What is life????? Everything is N O NO!!!

2010-02-26T20:49:00.000-08:00

Jus came back from lunch with Favian and Roy at cutlet rice..Discussed Favian's birthday celebration next saturday and dunno what. Chatting with Julius now about the sandbag...Really wish to buy one.

2010-02-16T10:13:00.000-08:00

Time flies, Chinese is so-called over as the public holiday is over. Didn't collect much red packet as compared to previous year, i ownself also don't know why. But one possibility is that they don't regonise me, as on Sunday the first day of new year, i went to my mother's side relative house and i sat there saying happy new year and my aunt came.She actually asked another aunt who was beside me who am i...At that moment i was shocked, have i changed?Fatter? After explanation she than realise who am i. So ya, i think people don't regonise me and did not give me my red packets...>.< Sad... but money cannot buy everthing, like love and health...Just came back from Loyang Temple and i was told i , the zodiac of a chicken had blossom luck means i may find my other partner....I wonder who is going to be...When i go poly? Cannot wait to start school!!! Everyone Happy New Year!

2010-02-04T20:57:00.000-08:00

Damn piss off today...Went to school to collect the o level testimonial . It goes like this, I went in and said the o level testimonial? The lady simple ignore me. Than she attend to another lady . When she is done she respond to me that you should stand infront of me and greet me and ask properly. But i simply dun care and ask is it ready but she continues to nagggggggggggg. So i left in the middle of the conversation, i feel like using a parang and slash her!!!!!Who she think she is? Just a office lady...

2010-02-03T22:33:00.001-08:00

Slacking around recently...Using computer to let time pass or by watching TV or excercising...Hurt wrist when holding the dumbbell...Nothing much to post..

2010-01-26T23:35:00.000-08:00

News for today: Alvin lim is posted to NYP electrical engineering

New school resolutions: Improve my character
Make new friends(Important)
Study hard
Slim down??
Long hair-.-

2010-01-09T09:48:00.000-08:00

My mind is now in a blank
My arms are frozen
My legs are rotting
My body is out of control
My heatbeat..seems to stop
My pulse getting weaker and weaker

Why didnt i appreciate the time i had
Why didnt i treasure the things i had
Why didnt i work harder
Why didnt i try my best

Tears falling down
Sun sets
Moon rised
The world had changed its colour
Black and White is all i can see
Everything are colourless
In front of me
What is LIFE

Hope the time can be reverse
Hope the things i've done can be undo
Hope i had one more chance
That's all i need....

2010-01-02T08:50:00.000-08:00

Frustration is the only feeling i experience now
I tried my best and was reprimanded for
Somethings cannot be done means cannot be done
Why?Can someone tell me why?
Did i do anything wrong?
I thought you always trusted me
Treating me like an eye of a diamond
Why a sudden change?
Can anyone be by my side?
This really pisses me off!
Refuse to use my five senses
Wish that the table will soon be turned over
No idea what i am writing now....

To be continued

2009-12-31T09:32:00.000-08:00

Why must it be me
Why i can't be like others
Why i am so different
I don't care what people says a bout me
I just wanna lead a peaceful life
Unable to see the future
Fear and concern came to me
Realising it now is too late
What is gone is gone
For now, I just had to learn how to appreciate
Do things without thinking twice
Do things without concern for others
As long as I'm happy
That will be enough for me
Statisfication is hard to achieve for me
Hoping everything will be perfect for me
Hoping peace and happiness within me
With the care from my Family and Friends
Feeling better is definitely
But the scar will forever be there....

2009-12-30T18:53:00.001-08:00

Just came back after a basketball session with Marcus, i realise that time is really limited for me..after a few hours the next year will arrive.Looking back at what i did in 2009, only one word can describe stupid..

2009-12-29T18:32:00.000-08:00

Woke up quite early yesterday after the two day one night trip to kukup. Dressup with my new bought blazer to meet favian and kimseng. Went to farrer park the city square so called ' eco- mall', i think there is no aircon in that shopping mall cause i don't really see any aircon??LOL. After that kim seng friend=Jasmine joined us at ION and we went to far east to meet Jasmine's friend and i prove to kim seng that stage is in far east. Now you believe me???!!!
Went to E2 Max watch horror show called pulse 2. The show to me not that horror only some shocking scene and unexpected ones. Cause the ghost is made of pixels so a bit no kick...LOL. I expected physical ones..After that went to old town eat polo bun while they eat others. They are renovating the tiles and very sticky lor. Need to clean my shoes today. After a while kim seng left to meet winnie and favian jasmine and i lucky draw on what place to go, in the end we went to ps and meet kim seng and winnie at 313. Home sweet home after that!!!
PS: 13 MORE HOURS KIM SENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-25T17:37:00.001-08:00

Starting to worry for my results recently, i don't know why i had this kind of nervous feeling. I started to worry that i may end up in ITE, adding to the pressure of my brothers whose n level score 17s. A sense of regret fill up my brain and make my heart and mind uneasy sometimes, anyway, looking back , i started to miss my schooldays. No idea why...
Before exam i had many things to do but now...i'm a bit bored like my form teacher said you will play until you have nothing to play, now thinking about it seems true.LOL
Another worry is that i heard that my school had 2 OMs, not1 but 2. Unbelieveable!!!I wonder how can i go back to school with my coloured hair..Arh!!!So irritating.
GTG! Going to the nearby garden for a run to release my frustrations and sorrows.

2009-12-19T08:13:00.000-08:00

They just released a duet!!! OMG

2009-12-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

So addicted to this show. A funny and romance variety show...

2009-12-04T03:51:00.001-08:00

Just came back from AMK HUB watching NEW MOON with cousins. Helping out Aunt to sell bag next Monday to Wednesday. GTG short post

2009-12-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

BROWN EYE GIRLS COMING TO SG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://tiffanykimchiland.blogspot.com/2009/12/sundowm-festival-2009-brown-eyed-girls.html

2009-12-01T04:10:00.000-08:00

Quitted my job today, the world seems to be colourless to me. I know myself more than anyone else so please you do not have to really worry for me that much but i know you worry for me because you care and concern for me. If i wanna be a gangster or 'turn bad' , i would have done so earlier, i do not have to wait till now. I know recently my temper is a bit overheat, but i also did not know why. I hereby wan to say sorry to you.

All i can say now is i am sorry and i love you....

2009-11-28T08:42:00.000-08:00

The current time is 12.30am. Just came back from a short supper with ROY and FAVIAN at Mcdonald. It has been a long time we have supper together, actually is the location is at the PRATA shop but full house, due to unavailable seats, we decided to move to MC. GTG now.

2009-11-21T10:02:00.000-08:00

Woke up early to go co, after that went it fare which is not really lor as there is imitations and food sales too. I was shocked to see those imitations, after that went home to see tao hua xiao mei. GTG la short post.

2009-11-19T22:35:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! WHAT HAPPEN TO MY HAIR????? SO BENG!!! DIE LE~~~~~

2009-11-19T19:57:00.001-08:00

No piercing for me!!!!
Need money to dye hair~~
Hair need to grow longer!!!

2009-11-19T04:06:00.000-08:00

Today had a branch at my house nearby the roti prata shop with bros, than went home and watch FAMILY OUTING, ChunHEE ARH!!!!! LOL. Tomorrow is the first day for the food expo i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-18T01:32:00.000-08:00

Done with work for today, rather tiring but it's worth it i think. Everyday oning the computer, everyday watching family outing. I wonder how can i pass my time. LOL, what am i talking?? haha. I ownself also dunno. GTG guys!!

2009-11-16T02:35:00.001-08:00

Arh!!!! No work tomorrow!!!!~~~~~~~>.<

2009-11-13T02:19:00.000-08:00

Today is my happiest and shocking day. Because i woke up 8 plus when the bookshop auntie called me asking me whether i wan to go work immediately. At that time i actually want to tell her that i wan next week than start but i know if i say that i will lose the job, so i push myself up and take 159 to the primary school, a boy school... Tomorrow will start selling books, i must do my best. Alvin Hwaiting!!!!
PS: Because of the job i miss music lessons and class chalet...

2009-11-12T08:37:00.001-08:00

Frustrations is now like the blood inside my body!!!!!!!!!!
Frustrations is now like the blood inside my body!!!!!!!!!!
Frustrations is now like the blood inside my body!!!!!!!!!!
Frustrations is now like the blood inside my body!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

Woke up early by Andrew sms for a book seller job, i of course willing to do but he say need confrim with the person. Then pack all my books to give to Angie and Calvin and Marcus and Melissa. Went Calvin house to play majong then suddenly Andrew sms said no job for me, i was a bit sad at that moment but nowadays it's hard to find job. So i ask Andrew to help me look for others then he sms again say that the auntie want me will call me tomorrow. AUNTIE please give me this job. !!! LOL. Watching family outing now. GTG

2009-11-10T07:35:00.001-08:00

Just came back from Vivo. First i need to congratulate myself that i have finish my Os, second i am free now. But i dun wan to slack, i wanna work. So went for a retail assitant interview but need work on christmas and weekends too. 1 hr 5 dollars, I am now thinking is it worth it. Anyone can give me some advice.

2009-11-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

I strongly recommend this show even though it's not complete yet. (Hai pai tian xin)

2009-11-05T19:47:00.001-08:00

终于做了这个决定别人怎么说我不理只要你也一样的肯定我愿意天涯海角都随你去我知道一切不容易我的心一直温习说服自己最怕你忽然说要放弃爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里你的真心终于做了这个决定别人怎么说我不理只要你也一样的肯定我愿意天涯海角都随你去我知道一切不容易我的心一直温习说服自己最怕你忽然说要放弃爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里你的真心如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里你的真心(Yong Qi lyrics)

2009-11-04T21:42:00.001-08:00

Just came back from tampinies. Really regret to put my excel skills 6 out of 10...I only know a bit, i think i'm dead man!!!!!!!Can anyone help me ??
Current mood: Confused-Frustrated

2009-11-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Kim Seng house, today Physics paper was rather manageable. Tomorrow gotta go Tampines early in the moring to look for agent to find job for me...Hope i can get a nice job and pay with good ''companies''LOL. Re formated my desktop and wasted about two hours of my time..Still got one more paper to go, must score40/40!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

No confidence for O level... What should i do? Study? I tried but my heart still have that feeling of lacking something..What is that? I keep thinking about it.. Happy DEEPAVALI anyway.
Schedule for studies.
Sunday: Tution and Combine Humantities
Monday: Market listen dunno what talk and revise some A maths(Extra tuition)
Tuesday: Go back school for a maths and physic
Wednesday: Look for Humans ...
Thursday: Tuition and study eng?
Friday: Not sure
Saturday: not sure
Sunday : Tuition
Monday: O level starts...

By the way , anyone care to go for a midnight prata?

2009-10-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

Nervous so nervous. No words can describe my agony now. No music, no events, nothing. All work!!! Just hang on for this four weeks. THan i can learn Saxophone from my grandpa!!!! Alvin Lim Wei Long self motivatation, Jiayou Jiayou!!!

2009-09-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

Can anyone help me? I am damn fuck up by this computer!!!!! I cannot find my com disc to reformat!!!!!!!! I think i should shut down my computer and after o level than revive it back. So frustrated and irritated..Damn fuck ass

2009-09-06T01:14:00.001-07:00

Thx for the time and effort for giving me such a memorable birthday !!!! Thanks lot of lots really!!

2009-08-31T06:09:00.000-07:00

Came back from JB. Bought a bag and a MJ shirt. Now than i know city square girls are so HOT!!! They dress very wildly , i think their fashion sense can be compared with. CITY SQUARE ROCKS!!! Recommended to go!!! I hereby also wish a happy teacher's day !

2009-08-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

Celebrated advance birthday with bros, quite dissapointed at first but me, favian, joel, kim seng ,soen had fun yesterday. Went cine watch movie than bio girls again and again... 7 more days to my b dae!!! Jus cut my hair real short, lol. Now o level coming who cares a bt hair anyway. JKJK. Seeya.

2009-08-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

Raining today.. Went jogging during PE and did test after school. Tired of studies now. Went home take bus 88 , saw my long lost friend HuiLing, when talking abt prelims.... Friday going out with friends and brothers to celebrate my birthday and next sat with cousins. Counting down to 9 days to my f u c k i n g Bird Day!!!!

2009-08-21T20:03:00.000-07:00

Having a slight headache as i have no idea how to celebrate my birthday with friends and cousins...Any suggestions??? Today channel 5 final fantasy!

2009-08-15T00:02:00.000-07:00

Had physics remedial today, did not do well for the practice exam. I mus do well this time round for my prelim. Prove to everyone i cqan do it, anyway no ppl look down on me. LOL. Went to grandparents house to see them take lrt to compass but spent lots of time figuring what to take to compass. Haha, i dun take lrt one, went to the music shop and realise capo very expensive 23 dollars. Gotta go now later still got my niece's b'dae party!

2009-08-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

I am now like a person who was lost in a forest, i did not know which direction should i head towards or wether should i stay put. I am at a lost now , can anyone tell me the direction or guide me out of the forest.

2009-07-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

Very long never post le...Life was rather miserable for me recently because i wasn't feeling very well , not feeling 100 percent full charge. Today lesson as per normal ended at 12.30 pm , after that went lunch with friends , did not have appetite , not sure why. Drank Kopi-O to keep myself awake as afterwards i had a History practice exam. Hope tomorrow is better.

2009-07-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

Down with fever...39 degree. My head like its like gonna burst anytime.. I wonder how i get fever , i yesterday never eat anything wrong or being infected leh..I think i shld eat my medi and go sleep now. Tmr still need go sch and watch haunting with cousin.

2009-07-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

Here is a picture taken last friday at punggol plaza with my 'gang' include Favian, Alwin, Kimseng, andrew, jerry,soen,max,igen. Hope never left out anyone!!

Recently did not post cause busy with practice exam i will update a bit as requested bu my dear cousin MELISSA. LOL. Happy now? I recently damn busy and headache because of the bad weather. Arh!!! Friday gonna watch THE HAUNTING, a bit scare but with cousins no need to be scare, what am i talking???Laugh.

2009-07-03T20:39:00.000-07:00

Had a very bad mood yesterday, quarreling with everyone at home because of the oral...>.< I'm sorry! Sang KTV to relax myself. Hai. Than on com got lots of pop up. But now ok le. Just ate 3 pieces of prata today. No mood for anything now...

2009-06-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

Had my hair cut at the 3.80 shop. hai. hair almost like botak. I swear after o level i mus at least grow my hair at least 15 cm long blonde colour or chestnut. Today maths teacher did not come school, about 4 periods no maths. O level oral on friday, i mus do my best.!!!!

2009-06-27T06:57:00.001-07:00

Woke up early today to watch DigiMon . haha. Than went AMK with M&M to meet cousins to watch TRANSFORMERS 2 THE REVENGE OF THE FALLEN. The show to me over 5 , i would rate only 3.5 because the eding was not that nice. LOL. Came home spent hours finding SNSD Radio Stations, finally found it. Haha. SNSD FIGHTING!!!!